Bāygān: House of Photographs and Words
Photo
Hasan Ghafari
Tehran to Yasuj, North view of Dena Mountaintops (Zagros Mountains)
2011

Text

Sara Yektapour

Thirst to See

The first time I saw this picture I wanted to understand where I was. The airplane cabin crosses my mind at first but doubt quickly follows. As always. Maybe because the airplane cabin has always been something out of reach. Maybe because I have never seen that place so dark and ambiguous before. My next question is about the triangle on the left side of the photograph—I won’t waste words describing my speculations because the reflection of the wristwatch soon convinces me of the presence of a hand that suddenly entered the frame and holds me inside. I try to follow that unpredictable hand. Signs of people inside the cabin. I try to understand what words that hand might have wanted to accompany. I spend some time observing the shape of that hand and thinking about its sudden intrusion.

Still, out of fear of facing the outside view, I retreat to the darkness within. I open my cocoon of hands. I try to decipher the details of that red spot of light below and the protruding shapes above but most of all I focus on that still with half-lit line that divides the view in two.

It’s useless.
The mountain—with all its clarity and grandeur—is right there, right in front of me. The very part with which the viewing of the photograph begins and inevitably ends, and now, framed by the absolute darkness above and below, it extends so much that it surrounds me. How close do we want to get? In this mountain and vast blue, what are we searching for?

I return again to the only part that disrupts this order and deathly silence: that uncertain, living hand.